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10.2.14 update

After a serious delay, I wanted to try to make up for lost time with a big bunch of new photos, but unfortunately, there are only 2 sets of new photos available up to this point, one is just 21 images and the other is just 13 images.

ssbbw candy godiva about to tear into some sandwiches and smothered fries

This image was added, used as preview, and I only just noticed that I put a link to the thumbnail instead of the full image.  I get to correct that now, even if I don’t feel like changing the update page at the moment.  There are a few mistakes there that I let slide but corrected as I added the post here.

Because there were so few new photos, I am also adding a video that shows sexy Candy getting a lotion rub down!  The video is 18:08 in length, 720 by 480 resolution, with a 1092kbps total bit rate.  It is also awesome! :)

ssbbw candy godiva gets a lotion rub down

Well, it looks like I did use a few photos for preview at that update, but I also chose to use several stills from the video that was added too.

ssbbw candy godiva gets a lotion rub down

The description was very long, but it doesn’t look like it needed to be, because the still images are pretty self explanatory.  Candy really is enjoying that super sized rub down.  I am enjoying it a lot myself, which shows in the next video that was created after this one.

ssbbw candy godiva gets a lotion rub down

Looking back at the still images, it seems that I even took special care in this video to show off Candy’s super sized sexy thighs too.  Rubbing them down is just as much a pleasure for me as it is for her.

ssbbw candy godiva gets a lotion rub down

9.6.14 update

202 images, some from the past, and some from the present… you can bet i am pushing her ass to do more in the present…

I can’t believe that this was all I wrote to describe this update, but then again, I was probably drunk, and I may have written a lot more in the member’s area.  Now I have to check there and see if there is anything I could add to this update that actually describes the photos without being obnoxious.

I checked the member’s area, and this was the same thing in there too.  Over 200 photos and I give it that description.  I must have really been going through some shit, but that’s always my excuse.  I’m lucky that either the amount of shit I have to go through has decreased, or my grace and ability to handle it have gotten more powerful.  I can bring a lot of recent shit to mind, so I must be getting much more “adjusted”.  After over 46 years it’s about fucking time!

I looked for the photos used in the preview update page, and found the 2 folders that those photos come from.  It looks like a *lot* of candid food pics in the kitchen or bedroom.

ssbbw candy godiva has pizza in bed

Candy gets upset sometimes when I decide that I am going to take photos of her without make up no matter what because she is just so “cute”.  The photo above shows just one of those situations.

ssbbw candy godiva has bacon in the kitchen

Another situation that was ‘too cute not to shoot’ was this one, with Candy wearing a bandanna and eating bacon.  Bacon is always a winner.

It took me a while to find another photo from this set that I only gave a hint to myself about in the preview section…  This one photo that shows Candy flopping her sexy tits on that folding table in the kitchen, with her massive arms in the background distracting the viewer in all kinds of ways…

ssbbw candy godiva massive tits and arms

That same photo set included another image that was similar, and I realize, there were very few photos taken in this period that were really ‘prepared for’.   This is from 2013, in April, and there is this one photo with make up, and no photos to go along with it.  I was really messed up in ’13…  Maybe most of us were… :)

ssbbw candy godiva in make up in early 2013 for no apparent reason

There was another photo set that was included, that I only clued myself in on, because of the use of this one image in the preview section.  I could just go look at the “candypics 12″ page to see all the sets that were used in that update, but i have 3 of them now.  it’s so much more simple now that i am literally puking out all content i create as i create it…

ssbbw candy godiva watching defiant about to eat papa john's pizza and wings too

Whenever you see no make up with food, that is a ‘tell’ that Candy opted out on creating a video, or taking photos, but she still kept ordering food.  There was a time when Candy wanted to stop doing the feeder videos, but she still kept eating the same shit.  I may have just given her enough shit to stop that shit from happening anymore.

ssbbw candy godiva flips me off as i take pics. again.

Sometimes, she would just flip me off in silent protest as I take photos.  This happens a lot over the course of tens of thousands of photos in the member’s area.  It’s like a real life soap opera except, this life isn’t really ‘real’ like some people have it, and for that, I am forever grateful.

ssbbw candy godiva with yet another big salad

All these food pics were being created because at the time, Candy was refusing to participate, and asking me about the potential for finding an “alternate model”.  I found an alternate, but she wasn’t a model, of course, and that caused problems.

ssbbw candy godiva pets the pussy, other than her own

In this photo, from part of that huge update, Candy is petting this cat that would come to me and hang out when I was outside smoking, when I insisted on smoking.  Cats always seem to come to me, not always, but some of them.  The ones that are nervous still seem to be fighting some desire to come to me, and now, Candy really wants a freaking cat.  Irony has no limits.   This photo comes from some time before September of 2013, when we lived at Palos Verdes and Twain in Vegas.  We have moved.

That freaking cat shows up in photos as some kind of painted object.  The cat’s fur seemed to all be in one direction, like brush strokes.  There is a sense that the cat is illustrated while the rest of this image is a photograph, and I have not modified it with ‘photoshop’.

ssbbw candy godiva with the home made pizza

There were a lot of photos like this in that 200 plus image update.  Candy was refusing to work with me, and I was sneaking in whatever I could get.  There was tension, because she wanted to move out at the time.  Things have changed, but there is always the tension of what she wanted before, and the curiosity about how it is influenced by her current physical ability.

I am not naive, I know that her decisions are her own, but they are influenced, like water, to follow the path of least resistance.  I realize that I have made things so very easy.

ssbbw candy godiva about to tear into some chinese food, again

Here is yet another ‘headless’ photo taken during that time.  Candy’s intake did not slow down, but she persisted in not participating, and I had no choice but to grant her with exactly what she wanted without objecting, but without producing.  I was a producer without a model, but at least I wasn’t heartbroken.

ssbbw candy godiva with another idea she came up with for giant pizza

Yeah, there were a lot of headless photos.  I don’t like to go back to that time, but it is a part of this process, and it is vitally important to fill in the blanks from that short and meaningless original update description of less than 2 sentences.  As much as I type, it is clear even to me that something was very wrong at that time, and it led to great change later, which I am grateful for.

ssbbw candy godiva with some papa john's pizza and wings on the bed in the bedroom

This was from August of 2014, and included in the same update at that time.  Wow.  I have had quite the opportunity not only to review some prior content, but also to review the emotions that happened at that time.  It isn’t always pleasant, but it is educational, to say the least.

This should conclude the update, because I have included so many images that were left out, and aspects to the original update as they pertained to the situation at the time.  Things have gotten a lot better, but still quite unstable, as always, because there is no way to maintain a creative aspect without some type of adversity working against it in equal proportion at the same time.  The best art is created under duress. :)

 

8.9.14 update, pizza & tights

139 images that start out with some candid food shots, and these are still from 2.12.12, so it’s at the old apartment.

 

These are some photos that slipped under the radar, even though there are a few video shoots in there.  While the initial photos show Candy having a McDonald’s feast, those photos were taken without preparation, probably when Candy first got back.

ssbbw candy godiva has some bottle caps candy

There are a few photos of Candy in the tub in here!  Candy is using her high capacity shower seat to take a shower, or she’s trying, but I open the curtain to take a few photos.

ssbbw candy godiva in the shower

Then, Candy has one of those big sandwiches, that wasn’t a video shoot, just a snack.  I was able to get some awesome photos from the ground view looking up at her ginormous belly, again, some comparisons can be made to more recent photos now.

 

ssbbw candy godiva has a big sandwich

There are a few photos of Candy’s sexy ass in the air while she is on the bed laying on her belly, and then all the sudden there are photos from a weigh in video shoot from a while back.  Candy is dressed up in a sexy dress with a belt and even some tights, but she strips out of that because after the weigh in, there are a few pizzas that have to be eaten for yet another video shoot at that time.

ssbbw candy godiva in tights, view from below that big sexy belly

The pizzas come with a dessert too, I believe it was the Domino’s Pizza chocolate lava cake, which may not be available anymore.  This was over 2.5 years in the past.

ssbbw candy godiva topless in tights

The photos end with Candy laid out after eating all that pizza with dessert, and there are a handful of images after that which show Candy eating some grapes while seated on the bed at her laptop.