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5.21.15 update

In this set of 86 images, there are a few “behind the scenes” shots that were probably generated while a tad bit intoxicated out of celebration to have repaired the futon that Candy is leaning on for one of the shots.  The visual effect of Candy leaning on the futon is much more stimulating to me than her sitting on it, which is why there are probably more standing photos in this update than in several past updates.

nude ssbbw candy godiva leans over onto futon, side view

nude ssbbw candy godiva leans over onto futon, side view

The futon is fixed, but Candy is trying to get more active and do more physical stuff when given the chance to take some photos.  Among the standing photos are Candy bending over, which is always sexy, even if I didn’t get the light exactly right for one shot from behind that would have revealed what lies between those massive thighs.

ssbbw candy godiva's sexy round ass and thighs while bent over from the back

Now that I am using 2 main lights, one in each corner, I need to remember to go ahead and use the flash when there are situations like the “grand canyon” of Candy’s massive round sexy ass.  I’ve called it a “clam shell butt” because it is such an exquisite view from behind when you spread it open.  Unfortunately I didn’t spread it open for that shot because Candy had a serious time limit as to how long she could stand up.

ssbbw candy godiva standing front view

In one shot, Candy has actually lifted one foot to put it on the futon, which was impressive as a physical feat for her, but there would be no way to set up lighting exactly right in time once she was in that pose, except to get her lit up as much as possible and accept a few shadows here and there.

I didn’t ask her to do it, but Candy is testing her own ability to stand longer, and even put her foot up on a surface that high and hold her balance for a few seconds.  I wouldn’t have suggested she try that because I didn’t want to sacrifice more time for other standing shots, but I did get carried away once she was willing to get up for a few standing poses at all.

The first half of the update is a lot of candid photos that show Candy having this or that favorite food item while she wasn’t feeling so great.  A recent cold put a damper on Candy’s ability to do much at all, and even her appetite suffered, so I know it was pretty serious.

ssbbw candy godiva gets some mustard covered corn dogs

 

I didn’t know when I would get to do a “real photo shoot” next for a few weeks there, so I would take photos of her when I could, especially when the camera would come out because some really beautiful food was ordered, or Candy made something that looked really good.

ssbbw candy godiva has cheese, crackers, and ravioli
Looking over the images, there is one order from a favorite sandwich place that included corn dogs and a few Italian sandwiches.  No make up, just Candy about to dive into this big order without any pressure to do a clip or photo shoot.  Another candid food session is created when Candy makes a snack out of Ritz crackers, cheddar cheese, and a bowl of beef ravioli.  It isn’t extravagant, but it’s a “comfort snack” while she was still feeling under the weather.

nude ssbbw candy godiva is about to eat something good

Once the second half of the update comes up, Candy is feeling a bit better, has put on some make up, and she’s doing a video with a big bacon double cheese burger, curly seasoned fries, a strawberry ice cream milkshake, and a piece of chocolate peanut butter pie all from Jack in the Box.

nude ssbbw candy godiva has a bacon double cheeseburger

The very last few shots show Candy opening up a seedless “personal” watermelon, which I had to take a few photos of because I trip out on how digital cameras capture the color red as “pink” in some lighting.  It reminds me of how a digital camera sensor created the famous “what color is this dress” photo, but this is in the red spectrum.

nude ssbbw candy godiva takes a bite from a bacon double cheeseburgerThis was all I typed in the member’s area update page, but I am always tempted to go a little further here in the blog.  There is so much potential to write more, but at this point, I probably write just to add more photos.

nude ssbbw candy godiva holds up those sexy big arms

As if the rest of Candy’s body wasn’t amazing enough, those big arms are so sexy!  As they have gotten larger over the years, they have changed shape a little, with what looks like a new crease right in the middle of the upper arm.  Then there is the wrist roll or crease, which I still can’t think of a great name for in itself.  Those are some pretty big forearms too, but because of how large the upper arms are, she doesn’t have some kind of Popeye thing going on.

I’ve caught myself repeatedly using the phrase “nude ssbbw Candy Godiva” while writing photo descriptions.  It might seem cheesy to use that as some kind of gimmick, because there are so many ssbbws jumping head first into the modeling thing.   I like to say “everybody and their grandmother are modeling now.”

While there are a lot of ssbbw models now, I often wonder how many of them take the plunge and go nude.  Out of those, I then wonder how many have gotten more explicit, like spreading those big thighs and showing some pink.  Out of those, I further wonder how many have performed oral on cam, and then, how many of those have gotten fucked in front of a camera.

I’ve been told in the past how “lucky” I am to have been given an opportunity to work with Candy doing so much varied content over such a long period of time.  I have to remind people that luck has nothing to do with it, other than keeping her coming back when she has put up with enough of my shit and left for months, then come back.

I made sacrifices to find and then keep Candy that I haven’t spent a lot of time writing about, and I’m not going to do it now.  I will say though that I have passed up on the chance to “be with” a few different women because they just couldn’t or wouldn’t have the mutual interest in creating this kind of content.  I have chosen to pass on a few people that could have made really interesting life partners, because I had a vision of what I wanted to create, and they didn’t share that vision with me.

I guess I am lucky in the sense that I have gotten her back after being so sure I was losing her in the past, but as far as the content that I seem to insist on creating, she was chosen because she did share that vision with me, at least for quite a while.  Now, she might appear nude in a video clip or photo set more because she was too lazy to pick something to wear, not making some kind of statement.  As it is, the only incentive to wear something is to create content that is a little different from simply nude, because she does that so much as it is.

I have to think that maybe the nude gimmick is a great idea though.  Especially now, when there is such a plethora of “brand new ssbbw models” out there.  It is so easy to put on a bathing suit or bra and panty set and create some photos or maybe a video clip.  It seems so easy that the lure of it is irresistible and dozens of ginormous women are lining up suddenly to show off what was previously thought of as undesirable or even “fat and ugly” to sarcastically use that phrase.

I congratulate and encourage every one of those new non-nude SSBBWs out there starting out, and I think it’s a great thing that they are contributing to a medium that is showing the world that they are sexy, beautiful, and highly desirable just the way they are.  At the same time, I don’t jerk off to that stuff myself, and I enjoy creating the kind of work that could get me off.

Everybody has a pretty good idea that a SSBBW can eat, and probably a lot, but it seems more and more rare to see a SSBBW in this medium having sex on cam and enjoying it just for the sake of doing it.  I can’t expect every woman out there who decides she will model to go “that far” in all of this, but I get a sense of accomplishment when I am able to create that content, simply because it is so rare for me to see that kind of SSBBW content out there myself.

I occasionally check out the “tube sites” in the hopes that my content appears somewhere, not all of it, but just a little piece here and there, to remind people that I am still at it, still producing this stuff, and still enjoying the hell out of it.  I realize that it is probably intimidating for other models to consider working with me, because they might assume I would expect them to suck a dick or something, but I don’t.  At this point, I don’t seem to care if I work with anyone besides Candy ever again in my life.  I’m so happy to be able to create what I do, that I don’t see any urgent need to drag anyone else into it.

As a guy, it seems like if I don’t try to get laid, it won’t happen.  The same thing must apply to creating opportunities for other models to create shared content with Candy.  I gave up trying a few years ago, and nobody is busting down my door to work with her, so it just isn’t happening.  I want to point it out because I want people to realize that it is not happening because I am not trying.

If it was what I wanted, I probably would have “discovered” about a half dozen local “new models” who were willing to do the hardcore thing without a second thought.  I do have a talent for finding and talking to women who already had the idea of doing this stuff in their mind but needed someone to assist them in making it a reality.  I seem to have a “talent” for making it really happen too, because I can maintain an erection once in front of a cam without depending on “performance enhancing drugs.”

I haven’t tried because of the relationship status of being monogamous instead of “open” now.  The last time I was given opportunity to find a new model, I found a mistress instead, who could not model because she has a “real job”.  This led to a shut down placed on my ability to even talk to other women, much less approach them about modeling.

It may have been me sabotaging myself when I got busted carrying on a “relationship” outside of my relationship though.  I was being threatened with the possibility of Candy’s 3rd departure.  Of course, once I found someone who I was really ready to “replace” her with, she changed her mind.

I had tried to talk to a few locals about modeling, but I mistakenly talked to “escorts”.  Escorts should not be confused with models, in my case, because I am not willing to take the chance on spending hundreds of dollars to get one model to do one shoot.  She could suck as a model and not be willing to go as far as women I have discovered who never modeled or worked as an escort at all.  By the very nature of that occupation someone has to be a hustler of sorts, so I have had to remind myself never to attempt working with them based on that conclusion.

I can’t ever approach an escort to model because they are escorts, not models.  They expect a certain amount of money for a certain amount of time, and they have spent a great deal of time hustling people out of money while doing a “bare minimum”.   I can’t blame them myself, if I was in that position I would try to get paid without having to actually suck a cock.  I don’t put myself in that position though, and a few escorts I have talked to are quick to give a price for modeling, but they never come out and say what they are and are not willing to do while modeling.  They talk in code, because they can’t make a solid deal if they think they can get a better one.

If there is going to be a hustle, I will be the one orchestrating it and taking advantage of it, not the other person.  I’m way too old for that shit now.  It’s just easier to find and discover women who have never modeled or done the escort thing.  Well, it’s probably easier anywhere other than Las Vegas that is.

I don’t know why I would get into all of this, until I remember it started with me talking about my tendency to use the phrase “nude SSBBW” whenever describing photos of Candy now on twitter and here at the web site.  I guess it is so rare that I see a SSBBW who models totally nude that I finally decided to use Candy’s laziness to her advantage.  If both of us don’t feel like the hassle of figuring out what she’ll wear for a clip or photo shoot, she just won’t freaking wear anything.  That works for me, and because of how rare it is that I see other SSBBWs doing it regularly, it probably works for the website membership too.

I still want to encourage all those non nude ssbbw models out there, and I totally understand why it’s rare that I get approached by established models when it comes to appearing with Candy.  I don’t expect everybody to fuck me on cam, but it’s easy to see when looking over my own content how that could be assumed by some people.  I also realize that when a producer/model couple do the hardcore thing, they appear kind of “sleazy” so people tend to avoid them more than those who do the cute softcore content.

I also don’t photoshop my stuff, I’m so into “reality”, so if a woman typically demands to have her entire butt cleared of acne or whatever, I will usually fail to do that, and probably piss someone off in the process.

I am lucky, that I had the patience to hold out to find Candy to begin with.  There were a few close calls with women who would have shut down my creativity, and this site never would have existed at all, or would have been closed as far back as 2004.   Because I was given the opportunity to work with Candy though, I kept at it, and now I contemplate the time when I really do decide to delete all of it because I finally feel “too old for this shit.”

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