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Candy Godiva

6.26.15 update

Added a MP4 video clip that’s 6:29 length, 720 by 480 resolution, and 3873kbps total bitrate.  In this clip, Candy is seated at a casino machine playing something called “Texas Tea”, which seems like her “go to” machine whenever in a casino.

SSBBW Candy Godiva plays Texas tea video poker

Candy doesn’t win big, or at least she doesn’t manage to hold onto the money she did actually win while playing.

SSBBW Candy Godiva plays Texas tea video poker

At one point she had doubled her original amount, and then she wiped out all of it.  Candy had fun and that’s all that matters, but everybody wants a big win in Vegas.

SSBBW Candy Godiva plays Texas tea video poker

Candy’s big win comes later when she gets to visit the buffet at the same casino, and that video clip has already been added.  This clip is exclusive to the website, and not being added on the clip stores.

SSBBW Candy Godiva plays Texas tea video poker

That’s it for the original update description, but there is always a temptation to add a little more in the blog, since there was one more preview image and I would like to include it here.

SSBBW Candy Godiva plays Texas tea video poker

 

This is a pretty simple video, no nudity, and no moving around.  Just Candy focused on that video poker machine, determined to win some cash, but only taking a loss.  That’s how it goes with these things though.  I don’t understand why I don’t have any compulsion to gamble at all, but if it’s fun for Candy, it’s worth losing a 20 here and there on those rare trips to the casino.

Now, Candy has a “power chair” but we didn’t think ahead to how we could get it into the van, and it is freaking seriously huge.  It is actually easier for me to load the bariatric transport chair into the van because it folds up and it’s around 50lbs.  There is no fucking way I’m getting that power chair into the van without a serious ramp, metal not wood, and that ramp has to hook on to the van in such a way that I don’t lose the freaking chair half way.

I really want to get something else up into the member’s area this month, because 2 updates doesn’t seem like a lot.  The nightmare of intermittently working air conditioning has been resolved, but it’s still kind of shitty, and it runs from 3pm until 7pm constantly and only keeps the apartment at 78 degrees.  That’s not as bad as it was, because one “hot cycle” would cause it to get far enough behind to go to 80 or even 81 degrees.  I’ll take the 75 all day and night except for that 4 hours for now, but I am still putting in constant work orders and not really getting much respect.

I still can’t believe that when I went to the office with my new issue of 3pm to 7pm 78 degrees, the woman said “everybody is struggling with that right now”.  I’m like “It makes no sense, it’s the same temp outside at 3pm as it is at noon, but it works at noon.”  She asked “So you want another work order then?” and I had to stop myself from saying “No, I like coming in here every other day just to bitch about stuff that I don’t want fucking fixed.”  She is telling me to eat shit because they have shitty a/c and they are never going to really fix it.  I don’t know if a rent increase is worth paying at this point, and I still want to fuck with these people by paying rent to clerk of court instead of them to see what that does.

81 degrees in Vegas

The roach issue is still around, freaking bastards are somehow still occasionally walking around after treating the apartment with 7 different chemicals, one of them in bait stations and the rest residuals on the baseboards.  I have yet another chemical I’m adding to the mix, but I included “roach infestation because of next door apartment” on my threat of non payment of rent.  They should take that seriously.

kill the roaches 8 chemicals

I was told I would get pest control treatment in my apartment and they would do something about next door.  So far, I have seen week one go by without pest control, and I suspect next door didn’t see it either since my complaint because at night, there are still roaches crawling on the inside of the sliding glass door.  Yes, I take pictures of my next door sliding glass door at night because I know it’s abandoned, has been for this entire month (from 1st to 27th at least, with no attempt to clean it or spray for roaches).  I am seriously wanting to create a “bump key” and break in just to fucking spray that apartment.

roaches next door

It amazes me that I brought a light bulb into the office and told them I removed it because it is not working and my hallway is scary dark at night.  That was over a week ago, and something else mentioned in my written notice that I am willing to pay the rent to clerk of court instead of them so they can’t evict me.

light not changed, week 2Now that the air conditioning is “almost” working, at least I am not distracted by that, and there are times of day we can work while it is cool inside.  This is the last time I’ll get a one bedroom apartment that is 760 square fucking feet of heat!  It has a fucking sliding glass door and 2 windows to boot.  I’d like to plaster right over all of it.

 

6.13.15 update

Before the copied and pasted update description originally included on the website, I wanted to mention that I saw another slide in the regularity of updates starting to happen again.  That’s mainly because of how difficult it was to find opportunities to take photos in between some of the day to day crap that always seems to be going on with us.

One major thing has been the air conditioning in the apartment.  It works, but every once in a while it gets stuck on a cycle that is not cooling, just blowing warm air.  Until someone (me) gets up to turn it off and back on, it will get warmer and warmer until the apartment hits about 81 degrees.  That might seem like a really minor thing, but it has caused such occasional aggravation!

digital thermostat can't help this a/c

digital thermostat can’t help this a/c

 

On it’s own, the air conditioning issue would not be so bad, but a neighbor moved out, and when they did, whatever roach infestation they helped create in their apartment started trying to spill over into mine.

I have had to purchase 5 different brands of roach spray to make sure I get at least 8 different chemicals, so that I can hopefully kill anything that is resistant to any one chemical already.

I went to the management about this on a wednesday, and right now it’s sunday morning and I don’t believe they have entered the apartment although I joked around about it smelling like there might be a corpse in there.

las vegas roach exorcism

las vegas roach exorcism

Ok, on to the actual update.  There were some really great photos in the second half of this update, because those were the photos that were taken after actually setting up to take photos.  What I mean is that Candy wore make up and she was in the right mind set to take photos, she didn’t just tolerate me taking a few pics of her as I took “food porn” photos of whatever she was eating at the moment.

fried rice with big ass shrimp

fried rice with big ass shrimp

One fan sent Candy food on multiple occasions for days in a row, and Candy only ended up doing a video clip of food I ended up getting after all that free stuff.

Candy didn’t want to do video clips with the stuff the fan ordered because it was all stuff she had done several videos of already.  I still think Candy has been shown eating almost every type of food in existence already, so it’s not a big deal when she gets a repeat food.  Still, she doesn’t think it’s original enough, so she skips it.

beef with jerk seasoning, i think it's beef

beef with jerk seasoning, i think it’s beef

I’m cool with that, as long as she is happy with the food she is enjoying and she is willing to do something “eventually”.  That’s another contributing factor to how infrequently some updates happen.  Creating content can be like sex.  If she’s not in the mood, it’s not happening.

I’m just glad that she did get in the mood late last week, and the result was the last 50 or so images of this update, which are awesome because Candy does stand up for some of the photos again.  I have been getting her to do that more frequently too.  All that nude SSBBW ass and I want to show it more often!

nude ssbbw candy godiva standing

Alright, finally, here is the actual description written earlier for the website in the “updates” page.

116 photos of SSBBW Candy in a few different situations, beginning with just a few photos of Candy out at a really good buffet. Then, Candy is enjoying some Chinese delivery that helped to fulfill a serious craving that wasn’t part of any formal photo or video shoot.

nude ssbbw candy chinese delivery feast

nude ssbbw candy chinese delivery feast

In fact, Candy isn’t wearing make up for several photos in the first half of this update. The only photos that were taken after actually setting up to take photos are the last 50 or so images.

nude ssbbw candy godiva laying on her side with fupa visible

nude ssbbw candy godiva laying on her side with fupa visible

The Chinese delivery included something called “salt and pepper chicken wings” which has quickly become one of Candy’s favorite wing preparations.

salt and pepper chicken wings

salt and pepper chicken wings

There is also a big serving of spam musubi which Candy has loved since the first time trying it. There are some egg rolls, a “New York roll” and dumplings as well.

nude ssbbw candy with a Chinese food delivery feast

nude ssbbw candy with a Chinese food delivery feast

Candy was not eating this for a video, she was eating it because she felt she had to fulfill the craving for it or she would eat everything in the house. There are a couple of candid kitchen shots where Candy was preparing some meatloaf, and the lighting was left back-lit to show a silhouette of Candy’s sexy SSBBW body.

nude ssbbw candy godiva backlit

nude ssbbw candy godiva backlit

The next scenario was a massive amount of Indian food that was ordered by a fan. Again, no video was created, just a few photos taken of the food and I could not resist capturing a few of Candy, even though there was no make up and no formal preparation yet again.

nude ssbbw candy has an Indian food feast

nude ssbbw candy has an Indian food feast

In the next few photos, there is another large delivery of Chinese food that came with awesome egg drop soup and curry too.

thai food with some chinese sides

thai food with some chinese sides

Another set of candid food photos include a pretty substantial delivery of Italian food, which was so excellent that Candy couldn’t resist eating the chicken milanese even though she had eaten recently.

nude ssbbw about to get down with an italian feast including chicken milanese

nude ssbbw about to get down with an italian feast including chicken milanese

italian food feast

italian food feast

At one point in the very beginning of a photo shoot, Candy is on the futon and spreads her big round thighs to show “some pink” because she said it had been too long.

There are several shots because it was tricky for Candy to get just the right hold on her big pussy lips to show her clit without being able to see down there herself.

At some point Candy’s relatively small clit is exposed though, and then Candy stands up for several shots for as long as she can stand for them.

nude SSBBW Candy bent over, side view

nude SSBBW Candy bent over, side view

There are a few familiar poses, but it is just irresistible to capture Candy’s super sized body from some similar poses from previous sets. The set ends with Candy seated behind a simple but filling meal from McDonald’s. A Big Mac, large french fries, and a strawberry shake.

nude ssbbw candy with a mcdonald's feast

nude ssbbw candy with a mcdonald’s feast

That’s not a huge feast, but Candy was going to do a DQ video until she found out that the closest location doesn’t carry burgers or fries. That pretty much cancelled out the possibility of a DQ shoot if ice cream related stuff wasn’t going to be the main focus. There happens to be a McDonald’s right next to that DQ, so a Big Mac was the next best thing to help with Candy’s burger craving in that moment.

nude ssbbw candy about to devour a big mac

nude ssbbw candy about to devour a big mac

nude ssbbw candy seated, side view, massive belly

nude ssbbw candy seated, side view, massive belly

5.21.15 update

In this set of 86 images, there are a few “behind the scenes” shots that were probably generated while a tad bit intoxicated out of celebration to have repaired the futon that Candy is leaning on for one of the shots.  The visual effect of Candy leaning on the futon is much more stimulating to me than her sitting on it, which is why there are probably more standing photos in this update than in several past updates.

nude ssbbw candy godiva leans over onto futon, side view

nude ssbbw candy godiva leans over onto futon, side view

The futon is fixed, but Candy is trying to get more active and do more physical stuff when given the chance to take some photos.  Among the standing photos are Candy bending over, which is always sexy, even if I didn’t get the light exactly right for one shot from behind that would have revealed what lies between those massive thighs.

ssbbw candy godiva's sexy round ass and thighs while bent over from the back

Now that I am using 2 main lights, one in each corner, I need to remember to go ahead and use the flash when there are situations like the “grand canyon” of Candy’s massive round sexy ass.  I’ve called it a “clam shell butt” because it is such an exquisite view from behind when you spread it open.  Unfortunately I didn’t spread it open for that shot because Candy had a serious time limit as to how long she could stand up.

ssbbw candy godiva standing front view

In one shot, Candy has actually lifted one foot to put it on the futon, which was impressive as a physical feat for her, but there would be no way to set up lighting exactly right in time once she was in that pose, except to get her lit up as much as possible and accept a few shadows here and there.

I didn’t ask her to do it, but Candy is testing her own ability to stand longer, and even put her foot up on a surface that high and hold her balance for a few seconds.  I wouldn’t have suggested she try that because I didn’t want to sacrifice more time for other standing shots, but I did get carried away once she was willing to get up for a few standing poses at all.

The first half of the update is a lot of candid photos that show Candy having this or that favorite food item while she wasn’t feeling so great.  A recent cold put a damper on Candy’s ability to do much at all, and even her appetite suffered, so I know it was pretty serious.

ssbbw candy godiva gets some mustard covered corn dogs

 

I didn’t know when I would get to do a “real photo shoot” next for a few weeks there, so I would take photos of her when I could, especially when the camera would come out because some really beautiful food was ordered, or Candy made something that looked really good.

ssbbw candy godiva has cheese, crackers, and ravioli
Looking over the images, there is one order from a favorite sandwich place that included corn dogs and a few Italian sandwiches.  No make up, just Candy about to dive into this big order without any pressure to do a clip or photo shoot.  Another candid food session is created when Candy makes a snack out of Ritz crackers, cheddar cheese, and a bowl of beef ravioli.  It isn’t extravagant, but it’s a “comfort snack” while she was still feeling under the weather.

nude ssbbw candy godiva is about to eat something good

Once the second half of the update comes up, Candy is feeling a bit better, has put on some make up, and she’s doing a video with a big bacon double cheese burger, curly seasoned fries, a strawberry ice cream milkshake, and a piece of chocolate peanut butter pie all from Jack in the Box.

nude ssbbw candy godiva has a bacon double cheeseburger

The very last few shots show Candy opening up a seedless “personal” watermelon, which I had to take a few photos of because I trip out on how digital cameras capture the color red as “pink” in some lighting.  It reminds me of how a digital camera sensor created the famous “what color is this dress” photo, but this is in the red spectrum.

nude ssbbw candy godiva takes a bite from a bacon double cheeseburgerThis was all I typed in the member’s area update page, but I am always tempted to go a little further here in the blog.  There is so much potential to write more, but at this point, I probably write just to add more photos.

nude ssbbw candy godiva holds up those sexy big arms

As if the rest of Candy’s body wasn’t amazing enough, those big arms are so sexy!  As they have gotten larger over the years, they have changed shape a little, with what looks like a new crease right in the middle of the upper arm.  Then there is the wrist roll or crease, which I still can’t think of a great name for in itself.  Those are some pretty big forearms too, but because of how large the upper arms are, she doesn’t have some kind of Popeye thing going on.

I’ve caught myself repeatedly using the phrase “nude ssbbw Candy Godiva” while writing photo descriptions.  It might seem cheesy to use that as some kind of gimmick, because there are so many ssbbws jumping head first into the modeling thing.   I like to say “everybody and their grandmother are modeling now.”

While there are a lot of ssbbw models now, I often wonder how many of them take the plunge and go nude.  Out of those, I then wonder how many have gotten more explicit, like spreading those big thighs and showing some pink.  Out of those, I further wonder how many have performed oral on cam, and then, how many of those have gotten fucked in front of a camera.

I’ve been told in the past how “lucky” I am to have been given an opportunity to work with Candy doing so much varied content over such a long period of time.  I have to remind people that luck has nothing to do with it, other than keeping her coming back when she has put up with enough of my shit and left for months, then come back.

I made sacrifices to find and then keep Candy that I haven’t spent a lot of time writing about, and I’m not going to do it now.  I will say though that I have passed up on the chance to “be with” a few different women because they just couldn’t or wouldn’t have the mutual interest in creating this kind of content.  I have chosen to pass on a few people that could have made really interesting life partners, because I had a vision of what I wanted to create, and they didn’t share that vision with me.

I guess I am lucky in the sense that I have gotten her back after being so sure I was losing her in the past, but as far as the content that I seem to insist on creating, she was chosen because she did share that vision with me, at least for quite a while.  Now, she might appear nude in a video clip or photo set more because she was too lazy to pick something to wear, not making some kind of statement.  As it is, the only incentive to wear something is to create content that is a little different from simply nude, because she does that so much as it is.

I have to think that maybe the nude gimmick is a great idea though.  Especially now, when there is such a plethora of “brand new ssbbw models” out there.  It is so easy to put on a bathing suit or bra and panty set and create some photos or maybe a video clip.  It seems so easy that the lure of it is irresistible and dozens of ginormous women are lining up suddenly to show off what was previously thought of as undesirable or even “fat and ugly” to sarcastically use that phrase.

I congratulate and encourage every one of those new non-nude SSBBWs out there starting out, and I think it’s a great thing that they are contributing to a medium that is showing the world that they are sexy, beautiful, and highly desirable just the way they are.  At the same time, I don’t jerk off to that stuff myself, and I enjoy creating the kind of work that could get me off.

Everybody has a pretty good idea that a SSBBW can eat, and probably a lot, but it seems more and more rare to see a SSBBW in this medium having sex on cam and enjoying it just for the sake of doing it.  I can’t expect every woman out there who decides she will model to go “that far” in all of this, but I get a sense of accomplishment when I am able to create that content, simply because it is so rare for me to see that kind of SSBBW content out there myself.

I occasionally check out the “tube sites” in the hopes that my content appears somewhere, not all of it, but just a little piece here and there, to remind people that I am still at it, still producing this stuff, and still enjoying the hell out of it.  I realize that it is probably intimidating for other models to consider working with me, because they might assume I would expect them to suck a dick or something, but I don’t.  At this point, I don’t seem to care if I work with anyone besides Candy ever again in my life.  I’m so happy to be able to create what I do, that I don’t see any urgent need to drag anyone else into it.

As a guy, it seems like if I don’t try to get laid, it won’t happen.  The same thing must apply to creating opportunities for other models to create shared content with Candy.  I gave up trying a few years ago, and nobody is busting down my door to work with her, so it just isn’t happening.  I want to point it out because I want people to realize that it is not happening because I am not trying.

If it was what I wanted, I probably would have “discovered” about a half dozen local “new models” who were willing to do the hardcore thing without a second thought.  I do have a talent for finding and talking to women who already had the idea of doing this stuff in their mind but needed someone to assist them in making it a reality.  I seem to have a “talent” for making it really happen too, because I can maintain an erection once in front of a cam without depending on “performance enhancing drugs.”

I haven’t tried because of the relationship status of being monogamous instead of “open” now.  The last time I was given opportunity to find a new model, I found a mistress instead, who could not model because she has a “real job”.  This led to a shut down placed on my ability to even talk to other women, much less approach them about modeling.

It may have been me sabotaging myself when I got busted carrying on a “relationship” outside of my relationship though.  I was being threatened with the possibility of Candy’s 3rd departure.  Of course, once I found someone who I was really ready to “replace” her with, she changed her mind.

I had tried to talk to a few locals about modeling, but I mistakenly talked to “escorts”.  Escorts should not be confused with models, in my case, because I am not willing to take the chance on spending hundreds of dollars to get one model to do one shoot.  She could suck as a model and not be willing to go as far as women I have discovered who never modeled or worked as an escort at all.  By the very nature of that occupation someone has to be a hustler of sorts, so I have had to remind myself never to attempt working with them based on that conclusion.

I can’t ever approach an escort to model because they are escorts, not models.  They expect a certain amount of money for a certain amount of time, and they have spent a great deal of time hustling people out of money while doing a “bare minimum”.   I can’t blame them myself, if I was in that position I would try to get paid without having to actually suck a cock.  I don’t put myself in that position though, and a few escorts I have talked to are quick to give a price for modeling, but they never come out and say what they are and are not willing to do while modeling.  They talk in code, because they can’t make a solid deal if they think they can get a better one.

If there is going to be a hustle, I will be the one orchestrating it and taking advantage of it, not the other person.  I’m way too old for that shit now.  It’s just easier to find and discover women who have never modeled or done the escort thing.  Well, it’s probably easier anywhere other than Las Vegas that is.

I don’t know why I would get into all of this, until I remember it started with me talking about my tendency to use the phrase “nude SSBBW” whenever describing photos of Candy now on twitter and here at the web site.  I guess it is so rare that I see a SSBBW who models totally nude that I finally decided to use Candy’s laziness to her advantage.  If both of us don’t feel like the hassle of figuring out what she’ll wear for a clip or photo shoot, she just won’t freaking wear anything.  That works for me, and because of how rare it is that I see other SSBBWs doing it regularly, it probably works for the website membership too.

I still want to encourage all those non nude ssbbw models out there, and I totally understand why it’s rare that I get approached by established models when it comes to appearing with Candy.  I don’t expect everybody to fuck me on cam, but it’s easy to see when looking over my own content how that could be assumed by some people.  I also realize that when a producer/model couple do the hardcore thing, they appear kind of “sleazy” so people tend to avoid them more than those who do the cute softcore content.

I also don’t photoshop my stuff, I’m so into “reality”, so if a woman typically demands to have her entire butt cleared of acne or whatever, I will usually fail to do that, and probably piss someone off in the process.

I am lucky, that I had the patience to hold out to find Candy to begin with.  There were a few close calls with women who would have shut down my creativity, and this site never would have existed at all, or would have been closed as far back as 2004.   Because I was given the opportunity to work with Candy though, I kept at it, and now I contemplate the time when I really do decide to delete all of it because I finally feel “too old for this shit.”